It’s easter day.. Tomorrow I’m going for a day trip to Werribee with few friends. Maybe we will go to the safari or a mansion there. I cooked butter and bread pudding for lunch tomorrow but it didn’t turn out well and at 11 pm.. I started to made some sandwich.. while cooking, I suddenly thinking of talking to my parent.. but I have to finish the cooking as soon as possible so I continued cooking. BeforeI went to bed, I checked my mobile and I saw 4 missed calls from Malaysia , together with a text “abah nak call” from my dad. But.. it is 2.45 am already.. means it is 12.45am in m’sia. It is was too late for my parent to be awake at that time.. and I really want to talk to them.. really really want to chat with them. What should I do? What if there is no tomorrow for me? How can I gave priority to cook some food for friends than talking to someone who carried me nine months in her womb? to someone who is never stop giving me so much protection for 30 years in life, to someone who I saw myself dying when her kids fall sick..to a man who came to me with a medicine and a glass of water when I fall sick..
Please sun..come out and wake them up so that they can talk to me..so that I can sleep well tonight.. so that I can tell them how much I love them in my life.. so that I can ask forgiveness for so much things I’ve done without their blessing.. so that I can tell how much I appreciate what they have done to me.. how much I feel grateful to have them with me… how much I feel secure when I know they will love me no matter what happen to me.. because I’m their daughter, their blood.. who sometimes make a mistake.. who sometimes been selfish and too busy with worldly life.. what if there is no another sunshine for me? So I wrote this.. with hope my siblings will read this.. and tell them what I feel..
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